sorry i had those thoughts invading my head.
it was unfair, and i probably should have told you,
but time has past..
and it really was just a bad day
maybe i'll blame it on pms or something..
thanks mrs.lo for teaching me to bake cookies from scratch!
there's more than meets the eye, that's for sure
my feet hurt, i've been on a go-go from 8am-1am
can't believe i'm actually gonna get to record my song.. hope if anyone listens, they won't laugh.. or think its horrible. music is like laying your heart bare for the whole world to see. its like being stripped down to nothing.. its like that nightmare every kid has of standing naked in front of their class.
i'm still missing you both.
i hate not being able to call.
just a few more weeks to go.
i'm scared.
could i be able to say "Lord where you go I will go, where you stay i will stay"?? how much do i really mean it when i say it? i want to think that i mean it, and i want to believe that i mean it, but do i actually mean it?
i'm tired.
tired of this all.
