these past 3 weeks flew by so quickly. i was really sad when Joyce left kingston, i thought it would feel like eternity until she got back.. but at the same time, during these 3 weeks, i've learned so much, and am happy that everything happened the way it did. i've gotten to know a new brother in Christ. someone i sorta wishwashily knew before, but never really got to know. someone who has not only opened my eyes to truths time and time again, but has helped me through some mental bumps.
after tonight's talk, i've come to a conclusion. i've said it before, but now its going to be put into longterm action. for the next year at least, i'm going to swear off boys.. as in no thinking about anything that could be more than a friendship, no thinking about romance, no looking for love, no looking period. i want to be content with being single. and i will be content. not only that, but one day, probably not anytime soon, i'd want to have as much faith as to say to the Lord that I'd be happy being single for the rest of my life... to have that much trust in Him, to have that much love for Him and Him alone! So here's to the year of growing relationships solely as brothers and sisters in Christ, here's to a year of being whole in only you my Lord.
