28.4.06

study study study.
4 more hours till i get on with the rest of my life.

27.4.06

Lacking Life

i miss you. i miss the way we used to talk about everything and anything. i miss being an open window to you. i miss praying with you and sharing with you the things that matter most to me. i miss being able to drop by whenever i want. i miss having meals together with you. i miss having you sleepover. i miss hearing you rant, or me ranting to you. i miss poking fun at you.

26.4.06

Thank You Mom!

Just getting off of the phone with my mom, I feel this warm glow in the pit of my stomach. I love my mom so much! She is the most amazing, most patient, most loving, and the kindest woman you could ever meet. If anything, she'd be the definition of selfless and self-sacrificing. All that I am or ever hope to be, I owe to my Mother! I can only wish to be half the woman she is when I grow up.

Thank you Mom for everything you've done for me and our family. Thank you for being the glue that ties us all together! Thank you for all your love and support through thick and thin! And Thank you for your thousands of prayers for me and our family!

24.4.06

Words of Encouragement

Dream big dreams for God.
Be the best you can for Him.
Don’t be afraid of taking risks.
Don’t settle for the inevitable, when you can believe for the impossible

Enjoy the journey!

18.4.06

Rejoice in the Lord Always!

Rejoice in the Lord Always!!

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On Easter Sunday 2 days ago, the Kingston Chinese Alliance Church was stoned. Glass was shattered everywhere; Rocks were strewn here and there; and above all, there was a complete heartbroken and joyless silence, an unbearable silence that pervaded the entire church and all within it early that morning.

At first I was in utter shock and disbelief. Then sadness washed over me with the unbearable question of "Why?" Who would even think of doing that to a church? and on Easter Sunday of all days. First theft, now vandalism? Just like the shattered glass, my heart too was shattered for this world, and the faith I had in it. I always believed that we are ALL born as good people, and continue being good deep deep within, no matter how hard the exterior may seem. But that day, my faith in people was crushed. As I was picking up the shattered glass on the floor, the image of Jesus Christ battered, broken, and mutilated on the cross came to the forefront of my mind. Just as the church was physically broken, so was our Lord up on the cross: Physically, Mentally, and spiritually beaten. When I thought about it more, I honestly am no better than those who stoned the church. Each time I sin, Each time I turn the other way, Each time I am indifferent and uncaring, I have thrown a stone into the Church. Each sin is a cut on Christ's body; Each sin has nailed him on that cross.

Yet.. knowing that, we are all made new because of God's Love, and because of that we should rejoice! Our Lord has forgiven our sins yesterday, today, and forever. We are no longer chained to the world, but rather we are free to fly to Him the Most High.
The same Sunday, I had the honour to serve on the Worship Team. Every time I am up there, I feel close to you God. Each time I close my eyes, I'm in my room again, and its just me and you. no one else. I thank you Lord for putting in my heart the joy of singing to you. I can't wait until I'm in heaven with you Lord. I can't wait to sing songs to you day and night without any cracks, without any limiting ranges, and most of all without any fear of not sounding good enough for you. But Thank you God that I can rejoice in You through songs of praise! Hallelujah My Redeemer!

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Rejoice in the Lord Always!!!