25.7.06

don't let go..

Lord, my God.
You are my crutch.
Don't ever let me go.
I fear the second you release me, I'll fall.
I'm hanging by one strand -
that golden strand connecting me to you.
Don't let go.

I can't stand on my own 2 feet without you Lord.
I don't think i'll even be able to breathe, for responsibilities, duties, aspirations, they all overwhelm me, they'll sweep me off my feet into darkness. Lord you're controlling my breath. each depression of my diaphragm, each contraction of my intercostal muscles, Lord you're even controlling my medulla oblongata

Lord you control everything. i'll collapse without you God, and you know it.