i hate hate hate awkward meetings. its just no fun. you feel like a lill helpless sheep about to be fed to the lions! you feel silly and out of place, like you just don't belong there. its especially worse when you're by yourself and the other 2 people are with their whole crew of friends whom you don't know... let alone not knowing those 2 people all that well to begin with. and then comes the forced conversation with all 7 of their crew listening in. your basic questions.. and then silence. awkward awkward awkward. i hate that feeling. its just not cool.
on another note today is 06/06/06 .. silly how there's so much hype about it. but i learned something new today. Apparently there's a Black Pope! (who is in essence the anti-Pope) The Black Pope, also known as Peter Gilmore, is the head of the Church of Satan. and believe it or not, the church of satan does NOT worship the devil. In fact they've got NOTHING to do with the satan as christians know him to be. Satan in hebrew means 'adversary' ... so in other words Satanism celebrates the atheistic view; they are anti-religion and hedonists! They believe in no form of deity or after-life. All they believe in is making the most out of their lives, living it to the fullest.. thats it. different from what you'd expect eh?
