24.5.07

I know you are sovereign over my life
I know you are Lord of ALL creation
I know I am yours and will always be called yours
I know you are my first and only true love in this world
I know where the spirit of the Lord is, there I will find peace and freedom

...

yet...

i'm still swirling in this foggy abyss... going nowhere.
and my feet are still glued to this boat, refusing to step out onto the roaring waves of the sea
and worst of all, i'm still chained by fear and doubt

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